The space was clean, orderly, almost sterile. I honored your words, I said simply. You declared Patricia your true mother.
I made the record match. So this isn’t right, Cassie said, voice shaking. It’s manipulative.
It’s S-sick. Is it? I asked. You stood in front of a room of people and erased me with a smile.
Was that any different? Michael tried to interject, his hands raised like a referee. Mom, what Cassie said was wrong. We both know that, but this-this is too far.
What’s too far, Michael? Keeping a record. Responding without tears. I wasn’t angry.
I wasn’t even hurt. I was simply done. I don’t want apologies.
I don’t need explanations. I’m not here to be your punching bag or your backup plan. They stared at me like they didn’t recognize the woman in front of them.
Maybe they didn’t. Maybe, for the first time, they were finally seeing me not the mother who gave endlessly. But the woman who had nothing left to give.
Cassie dropped the box onto my coffee table with a loud thud. A few altered photos spilled out her fifth birthday party, her high school graduation. All of them now featuring Patricia.
This is sick, she said, her voice shaking. You photoshopped our childhood. I gestured for them to sit, calm as ever.
I honored your reality. Your words. I made our history match the roles you chose for me and for her.
This isn’t reality, she snapped. No, I asked. You stood up and told a room that Patricia was the mother you wished had raised you.
That she would be the only true grandmother to your child. I’m simply adjusting to that truth. Michael stepped in, always the mediator.
Mom, we know Cassie messed up. But this he pointed to the photos. This isn’t the way.
What is the way, Michael? I asked. Should I have cried in front of everyone? Should I have begged Cassie for respect? Should I have pretended I didn’t hear it? He had no answer. Cassie began flipping through the photos, her hands trembling.
How did you even do this? There are hundreds of them. I had time, I said, and motivation. She looked up at me, eyes red.
What do you want from us? Is this supposed to hurt us? Make us feel guilty? I paused before answering. No, Cassie, not guilt. Not even pain.
This isn’t about emotions anymore. It’s about truth. About consequences.
About the stories we tell ourselves and the ones we live. Michael ran a hand through his graying hair. So what now? You cut us out of your will.
You erase yourself from our memories. You keep ledgers of everything. What’s the endgame here? Nothing, I said.
I want nothing from either of you. That’s the point. They stared at me, confused.
I’ve spent decades wanting, wanting to be seen, to be included, to matter. I’m done wanting. I’m done hoping.
I’m done accepting treatment from you both that I wouldn’t tolerate from strangers. Cassie clutched her belly. So that’s it? You’re abandoning your own children? Your grandchild? I looked at her, clear-eyed.
Abandonment requires obligation. You’ve both made it clear I am nothing more than a placeholder, an afterthought. I’m simply accepting that.
Michael stepped forward. This isn’t like you. The version of me you knew, I said, was a role I played a mother who gave endlessly without expecting anything in return.
That woman no longer exists. Cassie’s voice turned desperate. We can fix this.
We can talk it out. There’s nothing to fix, I replied. This isn’t a punishment.
It’s a boundary. One I should have set years ago. I walked to the door and opened it.
You should go. Michael hesitated. Will you at least think about coming to the funeral? For closure? I found my closure two years ago, I said, when I finally accepted that the children I raised were not the adults I’d hoped they’d become.
They left. I didn’t watch them drive away. Instead, I poured a glass of wine and sat on my porch, Churchill curled at my feet.
The house was quiet. The peace profound. That night I slept soundly.
No dreams. No regrets. Just the kind of rest that comes when a weight you didn’t know you were carrying is finally gone.
The next day, I changed my phone number. The day after that, I closed all my social media accounts. Within the week, I started volunteering at a literacy center, something I had always wanted to do, but never had the time for between Cassie’s crises and Michael’s requests.
My days slowly shifted into new rhythms, mornings with adult students learning to read, afternoons in the garden, evenings curled up with Churchill, and a book one had long meant to finish. Three months passed. Fall arrived in a blaze of orange and crimson.
I planted tulip bulbs, daffodils too tiny promises buried beneath the earth, waiting for spring. Cassie never called. Michael didn’t write.
And for once, I didn’t wonder why. Then, one quiet afternoon, I received a card in the mail. A birth announcement.
Alexander James Reynolds. Seven elves, four O’s. 21 inches long dot.