My Mom Who Passed 3 Years Ago Called At 2AM Saying «Open The Door, I’m Cold» – So I…
I stared at that name for what felt like a full minute. The phone kept ringing, vibrating in my hand like something alive. I knew I should answer it.
I knew I should do something. But my body wouldn’t cooperate. It was like being trapped in that space between sleeping and waking, where nothing feels quite real.
The call went to voicemail. The screen went dark. I sat there in the silence, my heart pounding so hard I could feel it in my throat.
I told myself it was a glitch. Phone companies reused old numbers all the time. Some stranger had been assigned my mother’s old number, and they’d accidentally called me.
That was the only explanation that made sense. That was the only explanation I was willing to accept. I was about to put the phone down and try to convince myself to go back to sleep when it rang again.
Same name. Same number. «Mom.»
This time I answered. I didn’t say anything at first. I just held the phone to my ear and listened.
There was silence on the other end, but not the empty silence of a dead line. It was the kind of silence that meant someone was there, waiting. Then I heard her voice.
«Sadie? Sweetie, it’s Mom.»
My whole body went cold. It wasn’t just that the voice sounded like her. It was her.
The exact tone she used when she called me on my lunch breaks at work. The slight rasp that developed in her throat during the last year of her life, when the cancer started affecting everything. The way she stretched out the word «sweetie,» turning it into something warm and soft.
I couldn’t speak. I couldn’t breathe. I just sat there in my dark bedroom, gripping the phone so tight my knuckles ached.
«Baby, I’m outside,» the voice continued. «It’s so cold out here. Can you let me in?»
I hung up. I didn’t decide to do it. My thumb just moved on its own, ending the call like it was trying to protect me from something my brain couldn’t handle.
I dropped the phone on the bed and pressed both hands against my face. I was shaking. My teeth were chattering even though the room wasn’t cold.
I told myself I was dreaming. I had to be dreaming. This was some kind of stress-induced nightmare.
Any second now I would wake up for real and everything would be normal. But I could feel the sheets against my legs. I could hear the radiator clanking in the corner of the room.
Everything was too detailed, too solid, too present to be a dream. Thirty seconds passed, maybe a minute, and then I heard it. Three slow knocks on the front door.
Knock, knock, knock.
Spaced out and deliberate, exactly the way my mother always knocked. She never rang the doorbell. She said doorbells were impersonal.
She always knocked three times, slow and patient, like she had all the time in the world. I got out of bed. I don’t know why.
Every horror movie I’d ever seen told me to stay where I was, to call the police, to hide under the covers like a child. But something pulled me forward, some combination of fear and desperate, irrational hope that I couldn’t control. The hallway was dark.
I didn’t turn on the lights. I walked toward the front door like I was moving through water, each step heavy and slow. The brass peephole glinted in the faint light coming through the window.
My mother had installed it herself when I was fifteen, after a stranger knocked on our door asking for money and scared us both half to death. I pressed my eye to the peephole and looked outside. She was standing on the porch, bathed in the yellow glow of the streetlight at the end of the driveway.
Gray cardigan, silver hair pinned back the way she always wore it, hands clasped in front of her, patient and still. My mother, three years dead, standing on my porch at 2:00 a.m. waiting for me to let her in. I backed away from the door so fast I nearly tripped over my own feet.
My shoulder hit the wall behind me, and I stood there pressed against it like the door might burst open at any second. My breath was coming in short, shallow gasps. I could feel tears building behind my eyes, even though I wasn’t sure why I wanted to cry.
My mind was racing through every possible explanation. A twin sister my mother never told me about? Some kind of elaborate prank orchestrated by someone who hated me?
A mental breakdown brought on by stress and exhaustion? The fact that the anniversary of her death was only four days away? None of these explanations made sense, but neither did anything else that was happening.
I fumbled for my phone with shaking hands and pulled up my contacts. I scrolled until I found Aunt Delia, my mother’s younger sister. She lived about 20 minutes away in a small apartment complex near the highway.
She and my mom had been close, talking on the phone almost every day until the cancer made conversation too exhausting. After my mom died, Delia checked on me constantly, bringing casseroles I didn’t eat and offering company I didn’t want. I’d pushed her away more than I should have, but she never stopped trying.
I pressed the call button and held the phone to my ear. It rang four times before she answered, her voice thick with sleep.
«Sadie? What’s wrong? It’s the middle of the night.»
I tried to keep my voice steady, but it came out as a whisper. «Someone’s at my door. They look like Mom.»
There was a pause on the other end of the line. I could hear Delia shifting, probably sitting up in bed.
«What do you mean they look like your mom? Sadie, you’re scaring me.»
I didn’t know how to explain it. I didn’t have words for what I’d just seen through that peephole.
«I don’t know what’s happening. I got a phone call from her number. Her voice was on the line. And now someone who looks exactly like her is standing on my porch.»
Delia’s voice turned sharp and alert. All traces of sleep gone.
«Listen to me carefully. Do not open that door. Do you understand? Stay away from the door.»
«I’m calling the police. And then I’m coming over. Don’t move until I get there.»
She hung up before I could respond. I stood in the hallway, clutching my phone, trying to convince myself that help was on the way and everything would be fine. But even as I thought it, I knew I couldn’t just stand there and wait.
The person on the porch knew things. She knew my mother’s phone number. She knew how my mother knocked.
She sounded exactly like my mother. I needed to understand how any of this was possible. And then her voice came through the door, muffled but clear.
«Sadie, I know you’re scared. I know none of this makes sense. But I need you to trust me.»
«Ask me something. Ask me something only I would know.»
I pressed my back harder against the wall. My heart was beating so fast it actually hurt. I thought about all the things I could ask.
My mother’s birthday. Her maiden name. The hospital where she spent her final days.
But anyone could find that information with a quick internet search. If this was some kind of scam, some cruel trick designed to break me, they would have done their research. I needed something else.
Something private. Something I had never told another living soul. I moved closer to the door, just close enough that my voice would carry through the wood.
«What did you say to me the night before my 8th-grade graduation, when I was crying in the bathroom?»
Silence. For a long moment, there was nothing but silence. And I thought maybe I had caught her.
Maybe this imposter had finally reached the limit of whatever game she was playing. Then she spoke.
«I told you… that your father leaving wasn’t your fault. You asked me once if it was because you weren’t a boy. You thought maybe he wanted a son instead of a daughter.»
«You never said it again, but I never forgot. I told you that you were the only thing I ever did right.»
My legs gave out. I slid down the wall until I was sitting on the floor, my back against the cold plaster, tears streaming down my face. I had never written those words down.
I had never spoken them to a therapist, or a friend, or anyone. That memory lived only in my head, locked away in a place I never visited, because it hurt too much. Whoever was standing on my porch had just unlocked it.
