I paid for his medical degree for 6 years, then he divorced me — until the judge opened my envelope
My part-time work at the supermarket wasn’t much better. His student loans covered tuition but barely touched living expenses. We were drowning, and we hadn’t even gotten to the deep water yet.
«What if I took a year off school?» I said quietly.
Brandon looked up at me, his eyes tired. «What?»
«Just one year. Maybe two,» I suggested. «I could work full-time, maybe get a second job. Once you finish medical school and start your residency, I can go back.»
«Grace, no. I can’t ask you to do that.»
«You’re not asking, I’m offering.» I reached across the table and took his hand. «Brandon, being a doctor is your dream. You’ve wanted this since you were eight years old. Communications? I like it, but I can study that any time. You can’t put medical school on hold. If you leave now, you might never go back.»
We stayed up all night talking about it. Brandon protested, said it wasn’t fair, said he’d find another way. But we both knew there was no other way.
The next week, I withdrew from college. The week after that, I got a full-time job as a cashier at Save Mart and I picked up weekend shifts waiting tables at a diner called Mel’s.
Those first few months weren’t too bad, honestly. I was tired, sure, but I was young and strong, and Brandon was so grateful. He’d come home from class and find me exhausted on the couch, and he’d massage my feet and tell me I was amazing.
He’d help with laundry, cook dinner on weekends, and kiss me goodnight with such tenderness that I knew—absolutely knew—we were building something beautiful together.
«Just a few more years,» he’d whisper. «Then I’ll take care of you. I’ll give you everything, Grace. I promise.»
I believed him completely. But medical school wasn’t two years. It was four years of constant studying, then residency after that.
By Brandon’s second year, my two jobs weren’t enough anymore. His textbooks alone cost hundreds of dollars. He needed special equipment, a laptop that could handle medical imaging software, and professional clothes for his clinical rotations.
I picked up a third job cleaning offices at night from eight until midnight four days a week. My schedule became brutal. Wake up at five in the morning, get ready, work the cashier counter from seven until two.
Come home, nap for an hour if I was lucky, then clean offices from four until eight. Three nights a week, I’d go straight from cleaning to the diner, waitressing until two in the morning. I’d get home, shower, sleep for three hours, and start over again.
My body started showing the strain. My hands got rough and calloused from cleaning chemicals and carrying heavy trays. I lost weight because I was too tired to eat properly.
I’d grab whatever was quick: crackers, cheap ramen, sometimes just coffee. The dark circles under my eyes became permanent. My college friends stopped calling because I never had time to see them anyway.
But Brandon was doing well. Really well. He was at the top of his class, impressing his professors, getting excellent marks in his clinical rotations.
And he still loved me. Or at least I thought he did. He still said thank you when I handed him money for his textbooks. He still held me at night when we both finally made it to bed.
The cracks started showing in his third year. Brandon got accepted into a prestigious residency program, and suddenly he was around different people. Wealthy people.
His classmates came from families with money, families who could pay for medical school without blinking. Their wives and girlfriends wore nice clothes, got their hair done at salons, and talked about art galleries and wine tastings.
One night, Brandon came home from a study group and looked at me, really looked at me, for the first time in weeks. I was in my Save Mart uniform, my hair pulled back in a messy ponytail, eating cereal for dinner because I was too exhausted to cook.
«Grace,» he said slowly, «why don’t you ever dress up anymore?»
I looked down at myself, confused. «I just got off an eight-hour shift. I have to be at the office building in an hour to clean.»
«I know, but don’t you want to look nice sometimes? For yourself?»
I felt something cold settle in my stomach. «Brandon, I barely have time to sleep. When would I dress up? And for what? To scrub toilets?»
He didn’t say anything else that night, but the comments stuck with me. I started noticing other little things. The way he’d turn away slightly when I tried to kiss him goodbye in the morning, like my Save Mart vest embarrassed him.
The way he stopped inviting me to medical school events. The way he’d suggest I maybe take better care of myself. During his fourth year, the comments got worse.
He started comparing me to other people without even realising it.
«Jeremy’s girlfriend just started her own business consulting company, she’s really impressive,» he would say. Or, «Did you see what Dr. Sanders’ wife was wearing at the graduation preview? That’s the kind of elegance that really stands out.»
I tried. God, I really tried. I bought cheap makeup from the drugstore and watched YouTube tutorials at three in the morning, trying to learn how to look elegant.
I saved tips for two months to buy one nice dress. I borrowed library books about current events so I could have intelligent conversations when Brandon occasionally let me attend his functions. But I was still working three jobs.
I was still exhausted. And no amount of cheap makeup could hide the bone-deep tiredness in my eyes.
The worst part? Brandon stopped noticing my sacrifices. He stopped saying thank you when I handed him money. He stopped helping around the apartment.
His studies were too important, he said. He started sleeping in the spare room because my alarm for my 5:00 AM shifts disturbed him. The man who used to massage my tired feet now barely looked at them.
Brandon’s graduation day arrived on a sunny Saturday in May. I sat in the auditorium with hundreds of other people, watching as medical students walked across the stage in their caps and gowns to receive their diplomas.
When they called Brandon’s name—»Dr. Brandon Pierce»—I stood up and cheered louder than anyone else in that room. Tears streamed down my face. Six years—six years of working myself into the ground—had led to this moment.
After the ceremony, there was a reception in the courtyard. I’d spent two weeks’ worth of tips on a simple navy blue dress and a pair of low heels from a discount store. I’d done my hair and makeup carefully that morning, using tutorials I’d memorized.
I wanted to look nice for Brandon. I wanted him to be proud of me, the way I was proud of him.
I found Brandon surrounded by his classmates and their families. Everyone was laughing, taking photos, celebrating. I walked up and touched his arm gently.
«Congratulations, Dr. Pierce,» I said, smiling up at him.
He turned and for just a second, barely a moment, I saw something in his eyes. Not happiness or love. Something else, something that looked almost like embarrassment.
«Grace, hey,» he said, his voice flat. He didn’t hug me, didn’t kiss me. Just turned back to his conversation. «Everyone, this is my wife, Grace.»
A tall, elegant woman in a cream-colored suit extended her hand to me. Her nails were perfectly manicured, painted a soft pink.
«Veronica Ashford,» she said, her smile bright and cool. «I work in hospital administration at Metropolitan Elite. We’ve been trying to recruit Brandon for months.»
«Oh,» I said, shaking her hand. My own nails were bare and short, the skin around them rough from cleaning chemicals. «That’s wonderful.»
«Brandon is incredibly talented,» Veronica continued, not really looking at me, but at Brandon. «We need brilliant surgeons like him. The salary package we’re offering is extremely competitive.»
Another classmate, a guy named Thomas, joined the conversation with his wife, a woman in a designer dress who I’d overheard earlier talking about their recent trip to Paris.
«Pierce, you’re set for life, man. Elite salary plus the reputation, you’ll be unstoppable,» Thomas said.
Thomas’s wife smiled at me, a smile that didn’t quite reach her eyes. «And you must be so relieved, Grace. Brandon told us you’ve been working while he was in school. Retail, wasn’t it? You must be exhausted.»
The way she said «retail» made it sound like something dirty.
«I worked several jobs,» I said quietly, «whatever was needed.»
«How charming,» she said, and turned back to Veronica to discuss some restaurant I’d never heard of.
I stood there for another twenty minutes, invisible in my discount dress while Brandon talked and laughed with people who belonged to a world I couldn’t enter. Finally, I touched his arm again.
«Brandon, I’m going to head home. I have a shift at the diner tonight.»
He frowned. «Tonight? It’s my graduation day.»
«I know, I’m sorry, but I couldn’t get anyone to cover and we need the money.»
«We need the money,» he repeated, but his tone was strange. «Grace, I’m about to start making six figures. Do you really need to keep waitressing?»
I stared at him. Six years of three jobs, six years of four hours of sleep, six years of sacrificing everything. And he was asking if I really needed to work.
«Yes,» I said, keeping my voice steady. «Until your first paycheck clears and we know we’re stable, yes, I need to work.»
He sighed like I was being difficult. «Fine, I’ll probably be out late anyway. Veronica invited a bunch of us to some celebration dinner.»
«Veronica invited you?»
«Us. A group of us. Networking, Grace. It’s important for my career.»
I went home alone and put on my diner uniform. That night I served coffee and burgers to people who tipped poorly, and I thought about Brandon at some expensive restaurant with Veronica Ashford, talking about things I couldn’t understand.
Three weeks later, Brandon got the job at Metropolitan Elite Hospital. His starting salary was $200,000 a year. When he told me, I cried with relief.
Finally, I could quit at least one job. Maybe two. Maybe I could go back to school and finish my degree.
But Brandon had different plans. He came home one evening with brochures for luxury apartments.
«We need to move,» he said, spreading them across our scratched kitchen table. «This place isn’t appropriate for someone in my position. My colleagues all live in the River District, that’s where we should be.»
I looked at the brochures. The rent on the cheapest apartment was $4,000 a month, more than I made in three months at all my jobs combined.
«Brandon, that’s so expensive. Maybe we could find something nice but more affordable? Then I could quit working and go back to school.»
He looked at me like I’d suggested something ridiculous. «Grace, image matters in my field. Where we live, what we drive, how we present ourselves—it all matters. Besides, it’s good for you to keep working. Independence is important.»
Independence. That’s what he called it now.
We moved to a luxury apartment in the River District. Brandon bought a BMW and expensive suits. He joined a gym that cost $300 a month.
He got his hair cut at a salon that charged more than I made in a week of waitressing. And I kept working my two jobs. I’d quit the cleaning job, at least, paying my share of our life while watching Brandon transform into someone I barely recognised.
The comments became constant. «Grace, why don’t you do something with your hair?» «Grace, that shirt is really worn out.» «Grace, maybe you should read the news more. You never know what’s happening in the world.»
«Grace, I can’t take you to the hospital fundraiser. You wouldn’t fit in.»
Every criticism felt like a knife. I was the same woman who’d worked herself half to death for him. The same woman who’d given up her education, her youth, her dreams.
But now I wasn’t enough. I was too simple. Too plain. Too unsophisticated.
Veronica’s name came up constantly. «Veronica organised the charity auction.» «Veronica said the funniest thing at lunch.» «Veronica summers in the Hamptons.» «Veronica understands the professional world.»
I tried to bring it up once. «Brandon, you talk about Veronica a lot.»
His face darkened. «She’s a colleague, Grace. A professional contact. This is exactly what I’m talking about. You’re insecure and paranoid. You don’t understand how the professional world works. This is why I can’t bring you to events. You’re too small-minded.»
Small-minded. After everything I’d sacrificed, I was small-minded for noticing my husband’s obsession with another woman.
Our eighth wedding anniversary fell on a Tuesday in October. I’d been planning for weeks, saving every spare dollar from my tips. I wanted one perfect evening, one night where we could remember who we used to be before medical school and luxury apartments and Veronica Ashford.
I left my cashier shift early, losing half a day’s pay so I could prepare. I bought ingredients for Brandon’s favourite meal, chicken parmesan, the same dish I used to make in our tiny apartment when we were happy. I found candles at the dollar store and set them on our dining table.
